Sadako of Mine

I eventually understand the lessons, but by the time I get to the eureka moment, the class is already moving to another topic



Numbers, its xs’ and ys’...so what is the point?
Those were some of the strange questions that had been my sadako. It always stayed on my mind. Basically, to be able to surpass those strangest moment is to face our weakness. Moreover, in my case, it is to accept the fact that I will not be able to be excellent in math. I have the moving motivation, and that is patience. My sadako would be the in the field of mathematics. However, I cheer up myself and pause for a moment, with the question, “Why do I have to be inferior by those? First thing I knew, I’ am the one who should controlled the horizon.

Whenever, I received a low oh no, no! Grade after examinations, I’ am releasing a very incomparable heavy sigh. In that moment, my paper in front of those frown face eats me alive. At that very moment, I thought that I’ am very worthless. I almost forgot the idea of acceptance. Thus, at the end of the day, I have learned to deal with the fact that math is a cycle, we can never escape time (the thing that I always wish when I’ am into the math class). Like math, we should always value numbers as the tick of a clock rolls. That is how I value numbers. Nevertheless, when it comes to problem solving, my head is aching. I do not know where to start to the point you called effort, I even get intimidated by those math geniuses inside our four-walled fruitful classroom. They can solve those equations without so much blood, effortless and ta dah! I have the answer sir.

It must be for a reason. I said to myself.
If math is my so long sadako that hunts me, why do I have to let it linger.
Maybe,that is why I decided to take up education as my field of career. At some point,I can get rid of those numbers.Let us face it;math is not my cup of tea. I can do everything but please, get me out of that math blah, blah, blah. I started to look at the brighter side, and that is to be thankful for the things I have the strength to do most.

Nevertheless,I will not forget those moments that I stood in front of chalkboard and answer those equations.I will not forget our junior high geometry teacher. My seatmate whom I call for help whenever I’ am in trouble. Those requirements that really made half of the class united in answering. Those math wizards that take off their hats and take time to help others. I will not forget those moments,when I find time to exert effort on my sadako.