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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Unlimited Call


Christmas break, made me feel the warmth of life.It must be the promo of the network companies that catches my attention.





For about a week, I called my classmates, friends and for the sake to kill boredom, I even called my little sister. I found it easy for me to communicate well. I can get the information I need right away. Because some have no cents to response to my attention. It is one of those easiest to get an informative answer.

I am magnetized to this thing, when a common friend introduced me to this. A friend who take time to call me just to narrate to me his life for the past 24 hours. The way that friend spend time to buy a biscuit and a menthol candy to complete his day. The perspective he holds in his heart to be true. And even his failures like mine.

I will not hold bars.
Another call made me accepted the fact of forgiving someone who caused me pain. I even get the chance to inspire myself more. Even if it was during witching hour, I grabbed the rare chance to work on the blue. It helped me as a person, who also needs forgiveness. Thou, it made me hard to sleep, I do prayed hard and when I woke up, I never see myself holding those grudges.

Most of my classmates never thought that I would call them. I have the perfect timing. My excuse was to greet them my warmest wishes this yuletide season. In addition, some of them laughed at the top of their voices, wondering what was it that I ate just to call them. Some even do not want to let me go for the reason that I was only me who called them.

It must not be call all- you -want scenario. There were times that I cannot call them. Maybe that is the real score. It is a promo my dear, do not complain!

On Christmas Eve, I talked to a common friend.
I am so relieved because I heard her situation straight from her. She suffers from a very rare sickness, as the doctor says, runs to their family. She has to undergo an open brain operation to cure the early-detected sickness she just found out lately. According to her, those consecutive headaches were the reason that made her be able to diagnose. Like her, we are all shocked. “It’s a risk Hannah”, she told me.

I do not know how I am going to escape the melancholy atmosphere that holds us during that moment. I am outside the house because of the noise. I stared to those glittering blinking lights, beautiful crafted chandeliers with the smiling moon from above. How perfect my surroundings were. It will cost her half a million to undergo an operation. I ended the conversation with a joyful hope to make her feel comforted.

She shared to me her new perspective.
She never wanted to sleep just to seize the day. She never knew when would be her last day.(It must hard for me to right this)Due to the sickness, she found it hard to work even just for herself. She must not be tired.Because of her, I learned a lesson that suits her perspective and that is NEVER LIMIT YOURSELF because you will never know where it could take you.

1 comment:

  1. of all your blogs...this is the first blog i 've read :P

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